lucia maria

Native of Argentina. Lover of the Italian language, storytelling, and feminist authors. I am a walking Beatles encyclopedia. Every day, I fall more in love with this world and the people in it. On bad days, I'm merely amused by them.

Good writing is always about things that are important to you, things that are scary to you, things that eat you up.

—John Edgar Wideman

may you find peace, genie.

may you find peace, genie.

Billie Holiday. being my favorite as always.

Billie Holiday. being my favorite as always.

I look to them and remind myself that LOVE is not always loving… or kind… or patient… that, in every and all relationships there is struggle and strife and phases that wax and wane… passion does that to people and it’s a wonderful thing, you know? I would rather them yell at each other and then laugh together with the same wild abandon… Where there are lows, there are also extreme highs… and I’d rather live with them both than in the land of medium.

—Rebecca Woolf, from her wonderful blog Girl’s Gone Child

Travel Journal: Rain

It rained all day today, and by the time I reached the Viennese city center, it was coming down hard. Huge, thick raindrops and puddles everywhere. The sky was the darkest grey while thunder rumbled and shook the city’s historic buildings. I felt cozy in my preparedness: Beatle boots, hooded London rain jacket and Van Gogh umbrella. At one point, as I was waiting at a crosswalk, two boys came running by, seeking shelter from the angry storm. They were in shorts and tennis shoes, sans umbrella, their hair drenched and eyes barely open as they struggled to see through the rain falling on their faces. 

All of a sudden, they stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, in a “fuck it, we’re already soaking wet” kind of way. They stood next to each other, stretched their arms out and threw their heads back, looking up at the sky. Their smiles stretched from ear to ear as they stuck their tongues out to catch every raindrop that fell on them.

Instantly, I remembered childhood. I recalled that freeing feeling of being a kid, completely careless and in the moment. I felt a twitch of jealousy - I too wished I could throw down my umbrella and run through the rain, feeling the heavy weight of drenched hair on my shoulders and the water dripping down my face. 

The light turned green and stole my attention; I hurried across the busy intersection. But now, instead of feeling safe as I hid from the rain in my gear, I wanted to embrace it. I stomped through every puddle I came across; my Beatle boots could more than take it. By the time I reached the art museum, my leggings were soaked and my socks damp from the water that seeped through. It was the most of my inner child that I could let out in this adult world.

May 29, 2014.

Seeking means having a goal, but finding means being free, open, having no goal.

—Siddhartha, by Hermann Hesse